back home town

i was at home town last five day.After i reached bus station,i asked my mum to fetch me and a bit scared cause was lost my car last week.Fortunately,my mum did not scole me and said wanna buy a car for me.i told her i want buy car but not use her money .She asked me more concentrate to my study not work because this will create a plenty of pressure to me.After that,i asked my self why ?what i am thinking about is all adult need to think and i am just a lad? Why i wanna create more burden to myself by set off a quite challenging target to myself in insurance industry ? The answer is i do not want ppl say and gossip "ck is a yappies,after lost his car and his mum buy a car for him again".There is all because my face. After i deliberate,i must act more like what suppose a teenage act,more relaxing life,find a gf, do not always think about economics.Not totally stop my carreer, but not to create too much pressure to myself.i am very glad that all my elder member of family encourage me do not think many about the car, money can earn again.Just now my mum call me and encouraged me slow down my carreer and concentrate all my vitality to my study cause final exam is near. Act like what i supposed to,pls ck.